And this is Rin, my Japanese one-year-old god-son. His father, Tochi, became one of my first friends here 3 years ago. Wow, has it really been that long?
Monday, September 22, 2008
Big Eyes
And this is Rin, my Japanese one-year-old god-son. His father, Tochi, became one of my first friends here 3 years ago. Wow, has it really been that long?
Saturday, September 06, 2008
Painting update
日月
Jitsugetsu
the sun and the moon
There are four birds, six moons, three eggs, and many faces hidden in this painting. Can you find them?
delicate spiderwebs and dewdrops, freckles on My/Your/Its face,
are stunning when looked at closely (see above reflection). Right now they fill the rice fields in the mornings, and are destroyed by the afternoons.
Yasuchika Konno, the mind-boggling Butoh dancer from Tokyo, is coming again this year to collaborate with me at my painting show! Here is the poster I made.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
My trip to Kansas
That talk was fantastic.
on Massachusetts Street. He was spreading info about Critical Mass to parked bicycles.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Alan Watts and Ween
Awakening instructions from The Matrix, Alan Watts saying,"You are something the whole universe is doing..." plus one of my favorite Ween songs with some great, great, awesome visuals. I love how it ends: Jean Ween singing with his acoustic guitar, alone,
"Believe me."
Thursday, August 21, 2008
"Murmurs from Deep Time"

Robert Brawley
"Murmurs from Deep Time"
2004, oil on panel, 14.5" x 16"
I love this painting.
Everything is lucid; everything is in focus. Bob often integrated the fantastic and symbolic with the objective and mundane, making a very integral realism, I think. This comes through beautifully here in this painting, yes? I mean, just look at how the moon, crystal ball, window, and mirror (each an established symbol for profound realities) are all aligned deliberately down the central axis. Six ordinary stones are arranged in the foreground, at the base, expressing both symmetry and asymmetry, diversity and homogeneity. And each stone is glowing, like a lucid dream, like a magic jewel, stunning, absolutely stunning! And he even put some fantastic Himalayan mountains into this still life. If you appreciate "disguised symbolism," or Japanese Hiaku, this painting is a lot like those as well. Haiku poems (5-7-5) often include juxtaposed sizes, for example: The distant mountains wait outside a window-light lined with river stones or center of my eye reflected in a mirror beyond mountaintops As many of you know, my meditation teacher, Khamtrul Rinpoche, used a crystal ball in his "pointing out instructions," so including that clear marble on the windowsill cements this into meaningfulness, for sure. Bob also studied and practiced Tibetan Buddhism, so any "buddhist interpretation" very likely could have been intended. Also, Brawley worked a lot with totems and totemic relationships, and the totem here might be: stone (representing earth/world/order and chaos, the elements, the universe, the beauty) then the mirror (mind, reflection, perception, humans, the Self,). Then above that is the crystal ball (transcendence, purity, clarity, nature of mind), and then, what would go above that? What whould go above the Nature of Mind? God? Goddess? Spirit? Well, there is a window (the beyond, the light?) then a scene of mountains and the moon in the sky. Interestingly ordinary. Profoundly ordinary. ANd yet, mountains are often equated with the Ground, the Vastness, the Holy, the Alaya (as in Himalaya), and in Japan they can actually be Gods, great protectors and sources of energy. Dead center above them, at the top of the totem, is the moon (mystery, sacredness, feminine/masculine, luminous emptiness, nondual reality, whatever. The cresent moon can represent open boundarylessness, as well as the union of emptiness and form. In Zen it represents the Truth, or Dharma, and the teaching is to look at the moon, not the finger pointing to it. Maybe the moon at the top is like the star at the top of a Christmas tree; it's the guiding Light and Love. However, the painting only implies that these relationships and meanings might be experienced there. Nothing is obvious. The moon could simply represent the moon, always already there, glowing, nondual, and real.
According to this great article, Brawley sees his still lifes as expressing “a layered metaphor of entrapment or containment in a materialistic and destructive plane of existence.” So cool, and so integral.
If you are interested in this Master's form of integral realism, please visit my blog,
The New Realism,
and join the discussion.
It's often said that artists (and all people, for this matter) can choose to communicate with a certain audience--a certain type of perspective.
They choose what perspective to communicate with, and then try to use the symbols and languages inhabited by that general altitude of consciousness. They can make art for the anarchists, the spiritualists, or the traditionalists! Or all three, if they are really good. I think Brawley wanted to speak to as many kinds of people, all across the spectrum of consciousness, as he could. He wanted his (art)work to go right into people's minds and mess things around. And it just so happens that in order to be "entrapped" some perspectives need fantasy, need dream time, and find that particular language attractive. Others need realism or technical perfection, and prefer to offer that picture their praise. This painting, like most all of Bob's later work, integrates all of these movements into one, seamless, totemic, psychological, alchemical, hauntingly brush stroke-less whole. I love it, don't you?
You don't? Why not? Please tell me. I'd love to know.
"Harmony in Diversity." More diversity= more harmony, or at least that's the case for (and the state of) my belly! Right now body, mind, and eyes are all in love with the diversity found here in the states, both of America and of Mind. Seriously. I feel very United right now-- with family and friends, feelings, and familiar foods. I'm having a great time in the United States (of mind).
A related story: My friend back in Japan recently asked,
"How are the states?"
and I thought, That's a fun question. What states do you mean? The states of consciousness, for example, are ethereal dreams textured with love, generosity, and light. Perception is inherently luminous, especially here in Kansas. Outside is beautiful green, and I am being showered in love.
The states of weather are surprisingly calm; misty nights, cool breezes and vast sunsets. Fall is arriving fast.
The states of the America are political, as expected--Obama: running mate announced soon, McCain: five percent lead, working now with Rove... American racism, sexism, homophobia madness, books and articles and gossip and Doogie Howser M.D on hulu! Love the theme song.
States are passing, though. That's what "states" do: they arise, stay a bit, and then pass. (which is really quite true for all of reality, if you think about it. Everything is Impermanent).
"All things must pass."
Mostly though I'm being showered in love over here; both inwardly and outwardly; showered in a love without end, and radiant diversity, and beauty, holy god incredible beauty is shining forth from everyone's faces! and the food is good and grainy (multi-grain breads! Yes!) and cheeses and raspberries and hummus and a great, deep, holy diversity of foods! I almost cried in the isles of Whole Foods. I was, and am, so happy to be home.
Relationally, though, How are your states?
Murmurs from deep time.
"How are the states?"
and I thought, That's a fun question. What states do you mean? The states of consciousness, for example, are ethereal dreams textured with love, generosity, and light. Perception is inherently luminous, especially here in Kansas. Outside is beautiful green, and I am being showered in love.
The states of weather are surprisingly calm; misty nights, cool breezes and vast sunsets. Fall is arriving fast.
The states of the America are political, as expected--Obama: running mate announced soon, McCain: five percent lead, working now with Rove... American racism, sexism, homophobia madness, books and articles and gossip and Doogie Howser M.D on hulu! Love the theme song.
States are passing, though. That's what "states" do: they arise, stay a bit, and then pass. (which is really quite true for all of reality, if you think about it. Everything is Impermanent).
"All things must pass."
Mostly though I'm being showered in love over here; both inwardly and outwardly; showered in a love without end, and radiant diversity, and beauty, holy god incredible beauty is shining forth from everyone's faces! and the food is good and grainy (multi-grain breads! Yes!) and cheeses and raspberries and hummus and a great, deep, holy diversity of foods! I almost cried in the isles of Whole Foods. I was, and am, so happy to be home.
Relationally, though, How are your states?
Murmurs from deep time.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Back Home
Hey. So the first few things I noticed the moment I stepped onto American soil were:
-big, clean bathrooms,
-with separated urinals
-and hand soap
-fat people
-tipping
-coffee refills
-diversity
-sub sandwiches
-nondiscriminatory trash cans
all of which are not very common in Japan.
Also, I just found out that Evelyn Rodriguez's blog, Crossroads Dispatches, features some of my art! Check it out.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Stacking Rocks
Magnificent.
Friday, August 08, 2008
Darshan
Here we are giving darshan to a tree in the forest at Koyasan. As you can see, behind the tree are Buddhist totems, or Gorinto, which represent so many cool things you should check out the link if you have time.The Totem also sits on a lotus blossom, which is the throne of a Buddha, highlighting the idea that every impersonal Totem (or universe) is also one with Mind (or Buddha). "Emptiness is none other than Form, Form is none other than Emptiness." And on top of all that, the totems are all tombstones! Koyasan (in Wakayama) is a graveyard forest. Much more about the totems on this link.
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
Dead Cicada
Saturday, August 02, 2008
Cousin Mark!
Kinkakuji, Kyoto
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